
I wasn’t looking for you.
And you sure as hell
weren’t looking for me either.
That’s the funny part.
Neither one of us was waiting
for somebody to walk into our life.
We weren’t searching every room,
wondering who might be next.
We were just living.
Doing our own thing.
Carrying our own stuff.
Probably both pretty comfortable believing
we knew where our lives were going.
And then—
there you were.
This dudette
I absolutely did not see coming.
And somehow,
there I was for you too.
Neither of us planned it.
Neither of us went looking for it.
Somewhere between the conversations,
the laughing,
the stupid jokes,
and all those little moments
that probably weren’t supposed to mean anything,
we started meaning something
to each other.
And I don’t even know
exactly when it happened.
There wasn’t some giant moment,
no flashing sign saying,
Hey dumbass, pay attention.
It was quieter than that.
I just started noticing
that hearing from you made my day better.
That I wanted to tell you things.
That I wanted to know the random details
of your day
that nobody else would think mattered.
That your smile stuck with me
long after you were gone.
And somewhere along the way
I realized—
Oh.
Shit.
I’m falling for this girl.
And I wasn’t prepared for that.
But maybe the crazier part
is realizing
you weren’t prepared for me either.
Two people
minding their own damn business,
not looking for this,
not asking for this,
and somehow finding each other anyway.
You caught me completely off guard,
somewhere between
me not looking for anything
and finding myself wanting more.
More conversations.
More laughs.
More stupid little moments.
More time.
More you.
And maybe that’s what I like most about us.
I didn’t go looking for you.
You didn’t go looking for me.
Neither of us had some empty space
we were desperately trying to fill.
We just showed up
as ourselves,
and somehow slipped past
each other’s defenses
before either of us realized
we should probably put them up.
So yeah—
you caught me off guard.
And apparently,
I caught you off guard too.
Two people who weren’t looking,
who somehow looked up
at just the right moment
and found each other.
And for once,
I’m really damn glad
neither of us
was paying attention.


































































































